I was tryna find you
But losing everything in me
I no go lie dude
You said you love the way I are
And I believed you
Would think I love the way you do me
Its a cycle, a vicious cycle
You say you want this
then you don't
You so up and down and I'm delusional for you
I do not like the fact that you keep saying that I run
Away from you
Every time I make the effort you lay back an cruise uuh
Plus you lie to me
Like we freaking elementary kids
though i'm loving how you lay with me
Eyes closed revel in your company
You make my heart spin
You make my head swell
All the times you send me
Messages on end and
All the times you said you love me until the end
But you mess up again again
I push you off and you beg you

Hook

You begging on bended knees
Spinning up fantasies
You say it won't be the same
Reciting some poetry
Start all over agin
Forgetting all of the pain
I'm plastered up on the mend
Heart breaking is always pending

I should get over this
The final one I swear it is ooo

Verse 2
Yeah
I see it ending
I see it ending
but I come back
The pain be pending
The pain be pending
You fill the cracks
You put some balm upon balm on the hurt
to set it right
Like you some broker on business
and I'm no on your stock
So whats the right point
The right point on guard
Its like playing on the defense
When i'm closer its hard
I keep on leasing you my heart
when that shit should be on guard
but you always win with a please
especially on your knees though
The memories though are pulling in its crazy
not alright
you telling it will be better this time my baby
So i'm right smack in the middle
of loving
and loving with you is hazy
amazing when
First comes loving then hurting the pain
knowing our purpose is petty again yo
I know its bound to maim me
maybe I like the feeling
and all the words i've been putting lately
helps the numbing
Like it or hate it
I guess you could still be the one to commit
I swear I'll notice I'll notice the signs when they be coming.